The Dilz Journey

WARNING: HIGHLY SENSITIVE     Wrote this entry all the way back in March and came across it tonight. Thought I'd finally share it here. I have just been intrigued by the person of Grace in mesmerizing ways for the past few weeks and feel this entry sweetly shoots the bullseye, stingily I must add for me. And no I have not mastered the matter but am constantly humbled that He constantly comes through.  I am NOTHING. HE IS EVERYTHING ONE COULD EVER NEED or at least dream to have - HE IS LOVE.   March 20th,  2015. A few months ago  this prominent man of God I know said something in one of his sermons that made me question a lot of things about God's love. I guess I've always had these questions as I look at life in general but I had just never voiced it.  I realize  that I have never voiced it because I knew what the answer is.  I always have known.  Somehow the way that story was told that day cut me sooo deeply and made me wa...

Yesterday we had Bible study here and talked and shared on the importance of the influence of women in our society, in our families, in our nation (s) and the world with reference to the story of Deborah. Later in the night i watched a movie called 'No Greater Love' which was about a believer woman loving her non believer husband. It was really cool - Nothing violent. But it was just on how the woman didn't want to compromise God standards while loving her husband. The study earlier mentioned on Deborah talked alot about her uncompromising integrity as well.     So at the end of the movie I cried like a baby. Genuinely I just couldn't. I know that I miss MFG but I didn't see it as that much big of a deal...just something to laugh about or something. But last night I realized how much I deeply and wholeheartedly appreciate knowing and having a unique set of women in my life who are beautiful inside and out! Women who are just downright phenomen...

              A few days ago I came across the above quote on Twitter and I one hundred percently agree! I have a lot of people that I can think of who I never thought would be so passionate about God like they are today but today I'm just gonna write about one.     Here I am prayerfully thinking about family members and extended relations and just kai Vitis out there who I want to really know this God I serve more than just a 'Sunday thing' or a family thing but for themselves individually to know Him for who He is and then God just goes, "Hey, look at Miqa."     If anyone even God (sadly for me) told me back in 2005 that Miqa would have her IGram account under 'Daughter of the King' I would have laughed so hard. Geez I sound mean. Sorry. But seriously though. I recall a memory from back then where we planned to go movies and were to meet at Sukuna Park. This man came and shared with me...

        So I'm imagining going on this car ride where I'm obviously on the passenger seat and the driver driving.  Along the road past Nausori airport (I don't know why) we come across unexpected humps. (maybe this is why. ha.) Meanwhile there are ongoing conversations between the driver and I about life, likes and dislikes.    The first hump.  The first hump got me with both hands stretched out and clenching on whatever I could get it on - the left hand on the driver's shoulder, the right hand pressing on the glass window, plus a little agitated heavy sigh.  The driver calm as ever continues driving.   The ride was beautiful especially with the newly done roads and fancy street lights done and billboards on the side - super comfortable dot dot dot ..... until the second hump.  I started to complain.     " How did you not see that coming?" "Why is there a hump in the middle of nowhere?" "Wh...

It is summer! And it is BEAUTIFUL! The taste of mangoes this past few days has me lingering on Thankfulness.  It is soooo sweet and beautiful that there has to be a God that makes it all THAT good! My heart explodes at the taste of it.  I stand on the side of this L - shaped living room and look out to one end where the breeze makes the clothes on the line fly like its about to touch the sky and then to the other end where the branches of mango trees in the front yard sway to the music of nature.  A bliss. I can't help but give thanks! I am brought to the moment where I realize that there is always so much to be thankful for.  Thankful for life; thankful for friendships; thankful for family; thankful for the glorious taste of mangoes; thankful for the breeze that makes my hair feel like its about to fall off; thankful for the heat of the beautiful sunshine; thankful for moments like now that will never come back.  So I'll just stay in th...

  I don't know if I will write more about it but today this part of it is what I want to share here. Blessings!       “Here are the blueprints for the whole project as God gave me to understand it,” 1 Chronicles 28: 19 Just got done watching Heaven is for Real and thankful for the timing of it.   It’s quite amusing to me that I never got to watch it when it had come out until this week. Heaven is for real. A place like no other. I still feel the rush of it and pray it will never ever stop.   My heart was just heavy and straight after family devotion I rushed to the room, shut the door behind me and knelt and just let out a sudden (to my surprise) flow of unceasing tears like my heart was going to fall out! I just wanted it all out. Whatever it was. With life unfolding to new and different seasons, I cried for just a sense of peace and comfort to rest, to rest, to rest in my King as the seasons inevitably change.  ...