Throne Room

 
I don't know if I will write more about it but today this part of it is what I want to share here. Blessings!   
 
“Here are the blueprints for the whole project as God gave me to understand it,”
1 Chronicles 28: 19



Just got done watching Heaven is for Real and thankful for the timing of it.  It’s quite amusing to me that I never got to watch it when it had come out until this week.
Heaven is for real. A place like no other. I still feel the rush of it and pray it will never ever stop. 

My heart was just heavy and straight after family devotion I rushed to the room, shut the door behind me and knelt and just let out a sudden (to my surprise) flow of unceasing tears like my heart was going to fall out! I just wanted it all out. Whatever it was. With life unfolding to new and different seasons, I cried for just a sense of peace and comfort to rest, to rest, to rest in my King as the seasons inevitably change.  Life is a blur.  Some parts clearer than others but one thing I want and yearn to always be in tact with is the one thing that will remain the same when all else change – My Jesus, My King. 
 
"And immediately I was in the spirit: and, behold, a throne was set in heaven, and one sat on the throne."
Revelation 4:2
[The picture on Google aren't even close to what I saw but I thought this was cute. ]


In the middle of my sudden breakdown I suddenly realize that my surroundings had changed. I wasn’t in my room anymore. I was kneeling right in front of Him – THE THRONE ROOM. The most beautiful brightest surrounding I have ever seen.  As soon as I realized where I was I totally killed it with the biggest fear I have ever encountered and got up and just forced myself to sleep…still crying with of course completely different perspective than when I had just gotten into the room. 
I woke up and I was still there.  Oh how I silently wanted to just stay there forever! And suddenly I felt as if the King on the throne said,
 "Well. What kind of prayer is that, Di Lo! Of course you can stay here forever!!! You get  to live on earth as it is in Heaven. "

I froze myself for like an hour.  I really didn’t want to leave.
And I didn’t! The next day.        
As I moved and did life that next day I couldn’t get the experience over my head. Every single time I thought of it, tears welled up in me and I had to just grab a guitar and strum to keep myself together.  That afternoon there was so much commotion going on next door and was really disturbing and part of me felt like being so mad over it.

Suddenly I was there again – The THRONE ROOM. I was in the same position as the last time with the same clothes. I wondered what the point of all this was.  Calmly His Spirit opened my eyes to see what was going on…how its always going on.  In All the crisis, every circumstance, and changing seasons, the THRONE never moved or turned or disappeared for a while.  It was always there.  There I was right in front of Him while a brawl was probably starting up next door and in some cases here most probably kill each other but …………  I. WAS. OKAY.  And through my feeling secured and untouched by the world, a love out-poured from within me to be able to intercede for our dear neighbours and that through my experience, God- how they get to encounter Him themselves too, someday.  Faith is a beautiful experience. 

This to me is a beautiful realistic picture of Immanuel: GOD WITH US, in all His splendour, in all His glory, in all His majesty, He is with. US!

I looked to Him as the world warred on
I looked around and He looked on
With the most loving eyes and heart HE believed on
HE held on to giving them another chance
For really they did not know much about His love
And with all His mega heart He chooses to wait on His beloved
Even death cannot do us part
So He has a lot of bet on us to do our chunk
Not even close a worth of His trust
In His love made whole to share the Gos – pahl. (Gospel) !

 (Sorry I had to make it rhyme. I just had to.)


**Either the anointing  is so heavy on me right now or I just ate too much pork last night cos I just fell off my chair! LOL.

 
Heaven is for real. Let's live it out while here on earth, beloved.
 
 
But there’s far more to life for us. We’re citizens of high heaven! We’re waiting the arrival of the Savior, the Master, Jesus Christ, who will transform our earthy bodies into glorious bodies like his own. He’ll make us beautiful and whole with the same powerful skill by which he is putting everything as it should be, under and around him.
Philippians 3:20-21

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