Throne Room
I don't know if I will write more about it but today this part of it is what I want to share here. Blessings!
“Here are the blueprints for the whole project as God gave me to understand it,”
1 Chronicles 28: 19
Just got done watching Heaven is
for Real and thankful for the timing of it.
It’s quite amusing to me that I never got to watch it when it had come
out until this week.
Heaven is for real. A place like no other. I still feel the rush of it and pray it will never ever stop.
Heaven is for real. A place like no other. I still feel the rush of it and pray it will never ever stop.
My heart was just heavy and
straight after family devotion I rushed to the room, shut the door behind me
and knelt and just let out a sudden (to my surprise) flow of unceasing tears
like my heart was going to fall out! I just wanted it all out. Whatever it was.
With life unfolding to new and different seasons, I cried for just a sense of
peace and comfort to rest, to rest, to rest in my King as the seasons
inevitably change. Life is a blur. Some parts clearer than others but one thing
I want and yearn to always be in tact with is the one thing that will remain
the same when all else change – My Jesus, My King.
[The picture on Google aren't even close to what I saw but I thought this was cute. ] |
In the middle of my sudden
breakdown I suddenly realize that my surroundings had changed. I wasn’t in my
room anymore. I was kneeling right in front of Him – THE THRONE ROOM. The most
beautiful brightest surrounding I have ever seen. As soon as I realized where I was I totally
killed it with the biggest fear I have ever encountered and got up and just
forced myself to sleep…still crying with of course completely different
perspective than when I had just gotten into the room.
I woke up and I was still there. Oh how I silently wanted to just stay there
forever! And suddenly I felt as if the King on the throne said,
"Well. What kind
of prayer is that, Di Lo! Of course you can stay here forever!!! You get
to live on earth as it is in Heaven. "
I froze myself
for like an hour. I really didn’t want
to leave.
And I didn’t! The next day.
As I moved and did life that next
day I couldn’t get the experience over my head. Every single time I thought of
it, tears welled up in me and I had to just grab a guitar and strum to keep
myself together. That afternoon there
was so much commotion going on next door and was really disturbing and part of
me felt like being so mad over it.
Suddenly I was there again – The
THRONE ROOM. I was in the same position as the last time with the same clothes.
I wondered what the point of all this was.
Calmly His Spirit opened my eyes to see what was going on…how its always
going on. In All the crisis, every
circumstance, and changing seasons, the THRONE never moved or turned or
disappeared for a while. It was always there. There I was right in front of Him while a
brawl was probably starting up next door and in some cases here most probably
kill each other but ………… I. WAS.
OKAY. And through my feeling secured and
untouched by the world, a love out-poured from within me to be able to
intercede for our dear neighbours and that through my experience, God- how they
get to encounter Him themselves too, someday.
Faith is a beautiful experience.
This to me is a beautiful
realistic picture of Immanuel: GOD WITH US, in all His splendour, in all His
glory, in all His majesty, He is with. US!
I looked to Him as the world
warred on
I looked around and He looked
on
With the most loving eyes and
heart HE believed on
HE held on to giving them
another chance
For really they did not know
much about His love
And with all His mega heart He
chooses to wait on His beloved
Even death cannot do us part
So He has a lot of bet on us
to do our chunk
Not even close a worth of His
trust
In His love made whole to
share the Gos – pahl. (Gospel) !
**Either the anointing is so heavy on me right now or I just ate too
much pork last night cos I just fell off my chair! LOL.
Heaven is for real. Let's live it out while here on earth, beloved.
But there’s far more to life for us. We’re citizens of high heaven! We’re waiting the arrival of the Savior, the Master, Jesus Christ, who will transform our earthy bodies into glorious bodies like his own. He’ll make us beautiful and whole with the same powerful skill by which he is putting everything as it should be, under and around him.
Philippians 3:20-21
Comments
Post a Comment