SUCH TIMES

WARNING: HIGHLY SENSITIVE     Wrote this entry all the way back in March and came across it tonight. Thought I'd finally share it here. I have just been intrigued by the person of Grace in mesmerizing ways for the past few weeks and feel this entry sweetly shoots the bullseye, stingily I must add for me. And no I have not mastered the matter but am constantly humbled that He constantly comes through.  I am NOTHING. HE IS EVERYTHING ONE COULD EVER NEED or at least dream to have - HE IS LOVE.   March 20th,  2015. A few months ago  this prominent man of God I know said something in one of his sermons that made me question a lot of things about God's love. I guess I've always had these questions as I look at life in general but I had just never voiced it.  I realize  that I have never voiced it because I knew what the answer is.  I always have known.  Somehow the way that story was told that day cut me sooo deeply and made me wa...

Yesterday we had Bible study here and talked and shared on the importance of the influence of women in our society, in our families, in our nation (s) and the world with reference to the story of Deborah. Later in the night i watched a movie called 'No Greater Love' which was about a believer woman loving her non believer husband. It was really cool - Nothing violent. But it was just on how the woman didn't want to compromise God standards while loving her husband. The study earlier mentioned on Deborah talked alot about her uncompromising integrity as well.     So at the end of the movie I cried like a baby. Genuinely I just couldn't. I know that I miss MFG but I didn't see it as that much big of a deal...just something to laugh about or something. But last night I realized how much I deeply and wholeheartedly appreciate knowing and having a unique set of women in my life who are beautiful inside and out! Women who are just downright phenomen...

        So I'm imagining going on this car ride where I'm obviously on the passenger seat and the driver driving.  Along the road past Nausori airport (I don't know why) we come across unexpected humps. (maybe this is why. ha.) Meanwhile there are ongoing conversations between the driver and I about life, likes and dislikes.    The first hump.  The first hump got me with both hands stretched out and clenching on whatever I could get it on - the left hand on the driver's shoulder, the right hand pressing on the glass window, plus a little agitated heavy sigh.  The driver calm as ever continues driving.   The ride was beautiful especially with the newly done roads and fancy street lights done and billboards on the side - super comfortable dot dot dot ..... until the second hump.  I started to complain.     " How did you not see that coming?" "Why is there a hump in the middle of nowhere?" "Wh...