Even When Its Hard...
Three trips to the morgue in 6months. To say overwhelmed, is an understatement. I walked in to January at such a high, believing and excited for whatever lie ahead of me. I remember just feeling like I was ready for whatever came my way! or something like that Or so I thought huh. [Sigh.😩] I even tweeted on social media saying: "2019, MAY I HANDLE THE UNEXPECTED(s) BETTER". Ha. Did not think that through. On the contrary, 10 points for faith yeah? Its August. And if Im being honest tonight, with tears streaming down my face as I reluctantly try to type this, I'm a little bit angry at how my 2019 is going so far. Okay maybe a lot angry. I thought I been crushed enough the past ten years and this year was MY/ our year. Maybe it is. Just not in the exact way I imagined it to be. All of the books; all of the sermons; ...