God Knew How Much I Needed It // Na Te Faia Lei Ala 🌸
God knew how much I needed it. I needed to breathe. - Something fresh; something new; something different. Sometimes through a circumstance or a series of circumstances, bumps and bruises, falls and small wins, we reach a point. That point where we can't or at least don't want to go on any longer; or where choosing to live requires alot more effort or strength than the normal. Feeling clogged, caged in, imprisoned of some sort. Imprisoned by my own ideas of life, developed perfectly in the process of my circumstances. Neatly too. So neat that I didn't even see it being way off track and even if I did, I didn't care. Pain does that. It eats on our souls and reminds us of all that's went south, unconsciously trying to keep us down. I gave in, countlessly. Subconsciously in the midst of that state, I also remembered whispering to my troubled soul, "This is only temporary". I reached the point. I reached the edge of the cliff wh...