SUCH TIMES

[WARNING: These thoughts are completely my own battling through the odds and reality of life and trying to see it fit in to the wonderful adventure of having a relationship with God. No hard feelings.]  When days are hard And my mind battles through the scars The things that are close to my heart Trying to find its way back to the start The world around me seem so complacent and nonsense Here I am praying not to get poisoned. Is it wrong to care, I wonder? People just chilling like my Jesus didnt suffer Came to give His LIFE while we wandered The life that i s like no other! Yet we choose much less than His offer Pre-marital sex, selfish ambition and lustful pleasures Sorcery, jealousy and outbursts of anger To name a few of our acts of ignorance on things that matter. So, what am I supposed to do with all of these struggles?  Well we who belong to Christ are more than conquerors We might fall but we rise up taller Sinking...

I wrote this on January 24th  and today I feel like sharing it here.  Mothers may be a lot of things but being weak is not one of them. They endure through the toughest pains and struggles ever known to man and still manage to smile and love and move on.  Mine, she knows all my friends even though she hasnt met half of them. (and she may never will), listens to all my ramblings even if doesn't agree or even if its just plain boring and silently prays that I grow up and be better than before and no matter what will still be here when everyone else isn't. The perfect and closest illustration of Jesus and his beloved.  Cheers to all you awesome mothers!  Father,  My heart bursts forth in joy At all You've brought my way Thank you isn't enough to fully convey Your wondrous works my God keep blowing me away. Today my mom is a year older How blessed I am, I still ponder Her reverence for You, no one can fight her For her God comes first and there...

Photo Credit: Kingdom Ambassadors International Fellowship Aunty La, My heart sank a bit hearing your passing But in the split of a second i smiled I smile I smile I smile! Yes I smile, oh I smile! I smile because God is smiling I smile because I know heaven is still shining I smile because you've always smiled I've hardly seen you in a situation otherwise I smile because you knew who you were working for! and you never had its second thoughts I smile because your relationship with Him was SO evident so joyful, so full of life, so transparent I smile because I know beyond knowing that you have done your part I smile because I know you have made so much difference I smile because you've emptied all of you in every one of us Your dedication, your heart, your love has impacted every one. As tears stream down my face My heart is full recalling our last conversation You said, "Working for my king is my bread and butter, I have nothing to lo...

This week I had the honor of seeing a sweet sister of mine tie the knot with her man! Words aren't enough to describe how happy I am for them and how deep my love for them is on their special day. Selfless, sweet and humble Gentle, authentic and kind these are but are few words to describe you sweet friend You've been a joy, a strength and a blessing to me on my journey And my heart is nothing but full to see you tie the knot with your man I recall the good ol' days of sharing till night's end, long hours of phone calls when certain issues made us mad,  the forever walks to remember to the seawall, the dark nights of jammin at our beloved MacFarlane porch the unending tea sessions oh and always pushing me to sing and sing and sing. lol! to name a few memories flooding my mind as I aspire to write something about your new chapter.  Mr and Mrs Nakavulevu! How time flies Words cannot describe Seeing you last night Tying the knot aright You beauti...

The morning we arrived back home, the Lord led me to Isaiah 60 as sort of like a confirmation passage to what has begun last week at Savatu.   [Insert Fiji where applicable.] ISAIAH 60:  (NLT version) “Arise, Jerusalem! Let your light shine for all to see.      For the glory of the  Lord  rises to shine on you. 2  Darkness as black as night covers all the nations of the earth,      but the glory of the  Lord  rises and appears over you. 3  All nations will come to your light;      mighty kings will come to see your radiance. 4  “Look and see, for everyone is coming home!      Your sons are coming from distant lands;      your little daughters will be carried home. 5  Your eyes will shine,      and your heart will thrill with joy, for merchants from around the world will come to you.  ...

Over the years Religion has taken root in the 'church' and has kept buried the glory and power that must be seen in the body of Christ.  In this day and age, in this nation, the Latter Rain Ministry of Fiji chooses to stand to shake the frozen believers who have settled in the concept of religion and has been blinded to aspire for more.  This journey for me began when I learnt/ realized the difference between Relationship and Religion and how life with Jesus is supposed to be fulfilling, joyous and sweet and not stagnant, tiring and boring.   Within the last 5 years I've heard or come across several testimonies,word of knowledge and prophecies about Fiji being the center of revival to the world/ nations.  I've received visions and revelations myself of it happening but I've always just wondered how, when or where it was all gonna happen.  Most of us I know have been eagerly awaiting this significant event, if it hasn't already happened. Words are not en...