Carrying It On
Okay. Today was precious to my soul. We buried Tital's (Crystal) mum. 😔 I really went to attend the funeral to just soak in Gods goodness and honour a beautiful life/journey. I didnt really know her personally but through Sipi I got to experience a part of her through their friendship and her daughter- Crystal. It brought out a lot of things for me. Mainly obedience and friendship. Obedience because I would not have EVER known and be acquainted with these people without following the Lord. Obedience is a crazy thing. In the moment you hate it; it's scary and lonely and you feel like you're losing yourself bc most of the time you have no idea how long it will be, how far it will go, how much more you're going to lose in order to gain. But through friendships, you feel a little better, live a little better and flow a little freer and when its finally time for you to carry on, you give an ugly cry because while you walked in unsure a...